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I don't heart vampires.

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My mistake.I must have been mistaken I really thought I could fly because of you But now the blade is my only friend It makes me feel things I deserve Because I must have been mistaken That you really cared My mistake.
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I am a little toy.Please let me be your toy I just need a quick fix to get through this hell My tongue is ready and what's that you said? Did you feel my hand on your thigh? I'm sorry I can't help it I just need a little more attention. I'm sore for booze and pills I'll get high and let you touch me. I am a little toy.
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lust story.i watch silently as you perforate the air in this room you make a mixture smell of cigarettes and hard liquor we both steal highs from our dad's secret drawers it could be considered statutory rape but i liked it when you concealed my screams i almost swallowed your lip ring lust story.
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Victim or Witness.I had friends I could trust a boyfriend that loved me too much and it all changed that day you were locked up Daniel they put a needle in your arm tranquilized nightmares and ducks mating in our yard at least that's how i remember it being something strange yet worth seeing I saw you in your cage I blamed myself for your own rage I tried to watch the bite marks on my arm heal Seeing the pale purple skin peal I etched in a heart or two and they all disappeared Daniel Victim or Witness.
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Can I even complicate your breathing?

Wed Nov 25, 2009, 1:18 AM

Mood: Insecure
Listening to: A beautiful Goodbye~ Watchout! There's Ghosts
Reading: Tricks by Ellen Hopkins
Watching: -
Playing: -
Eating: -
Drinking: -

I'm having troubles cooperating with myself. I told myself I just needed someone to distract me but now I feel way to distracted. I've actually fallen in love all over again...with a boy this time. Actually, maybe it's just a lust thing but I can never stop thinking about him for more than a fucking second and i'm going to shove a fork in my arm because of it. I'm so out of focus that I was kicked out of two of my online courses. Also, I just puked because I took to many pills

Let's see what else is wrong with me? No. I can't even think about how long I lay in bed just thinking about nothing. I can't eat anything either. Please someone save me before I take the short cut out of this hell. Just talk to me and shit. Please. I'm desperate...

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Interests: dancing, photography, writing, crossdressers
Favourite movie: ナナ
Favourite band or musician: An Cafe, the gazettE, Dir en Grey, Girugamesh, Super Junior, Ss501, Potato, Sweet Mullet
Favourite genre of music: Jpop, Tpop, Kpop, Cpop, Vis Kei
Favourite artist: Tegan Quin
Favourite poet or writer: URUHA. bitch.
Favourite style of art: cosplay, poetry, lolita :)
Favourite cartoon character: Kaito

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Well... I am a fool. And a creeper.
People like to take advantage of me.
I dress well.
I like making out with girls.
I say I a lot because I am hopeless and selfish.
I cuddle.
I am not straight edge.
I dare you to ask me why.
I fall in love with anything that has a face.
I am vegetarian.
I throw up a lot. I'm not bulimic.
I can speak French and some Japanese.
I am learning Thai.
I get a lot of bloody noses too.
I am complicated as fuck.